Friday, April 10, 2009

Two steps forward....Three steps back....

Sometimes I feel like I can't get ahead in this process and get on with my life....My plastics doc confirmed today that I have edema....not the lymphedema like I thought but I do have a form of edema. He stated it's not that bad...yea right he doesn't have to live with it....and would not do my first fill up until the swelling and hardness went down a little bit....WHAT??? Is he crazy? I waited a whole 2 weeks for this, he's a crackpot....Now I have to say, he is a very....VERY handsome man but at that moment he looked like dog s**t....I was waiting for Ashton Kutcher to come out and tell me I've been punked.....he gave me some additional exercises, told me to walk more and get a massage.....will do my best is what I told him....not what I wanted to say, but it's what I told him.....

So I'm back to just being patient....and it sucks.....

I will prepare my mind for Easter weekend, have small plans with the family and continue my journey with a little more patience.....Philippians 1:6 tells me "GOD began doing a good work in you, and I am sure he will continue it until it is finished when Jesus Christ comes again".....helping and healing to SAVE MY LIFE.....

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